As I'm not and never deserved for it.
I admit that I'm not a good girl.
I'm not as simple as u seen,
I'm not that tender, kind or so on..
Once you know me well, I believe that you will leave me 100% for sure.
I'm not the who I was anymore.
I don't wanna be stupid, be dumb, be noob, be freak again.
< I'll close up my door for true love, just to prevent me,myself from getting hurt anymore.>
I wonder why these will happen in my life.
Let me met two guys that treat me even better than anyone else.
They did so much for me.
Seriously, I really felt touch before,
But I know that I'm just don't deserve for someone better.
I don't wanna hurt myself or hurt anyone else that love me.
So, I choose to be friend.
It's better to be friend than get into a relationship.
Atleast friendship might last longer than a relationship.
Do you guys agree?
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Missing someone else this recently.
I had tried my best so so so much to control myself,
Keep asking myself not to walk back to the same road again,
Yet, everything just happened out of control.
I knew there will not be a good ending,
And I dont really dare to think or expect too much.
Hope I can get myself off very very soon badly!!!!!!!!
God bless me!!!
Love is just sucks!!!
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And now, I'm gonna show u some picha of my recents' look..
Changed new hairstyle,
Which look aunties( this is how everyone comment)
Aikzss.. Sad la ='(
