Stressssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so stress this recently..
many things happen around me..
( about my relationship, my study, my friendship, my free time and so on)
From young till now, i really got many many , uncountable friends,
but, when you ask me " who is your Best Friend?"
my answer will be "NO, i don't have any best friend."
Why is this happen ? it's impossible right?
haiz.......
from young, my parents seldom let me outing with friend,
eventhough they allowed , i also need to arrive home before 12am..
People around me keep laughing at me, calling me "cinderella"..
Do they think about how's my feeling when i heard that, Do my parents think about i actually need friends?
I'm always alone, playing handphone's games in room, lying on bed all the day..
Can you imagine how was my life last time?
After i study college, i feel better than previous,
yet, i don't have any Best Friend untill now.
I got many friends in college and "multi-races"..
but, friends and Best Friend is totally different.
I need a intimate friend that can share with me, listen to me, and accompany me..
A friend that can be with me forever..
just like Sister, Brother ............
I'm always alone, and i feel so boring to being alone anymore..
I feel so stress this recently but i can do nothing, no one i can speak to , no one i can talk to..
I cry almost everynight before sleeping..
sometimes i feel so lonely and scared to stay alone, especially in raining night..
What can i do? What should i do?
I'm so lost now..... Damn moody now..................haiz...
DOWN DOWN DOWN :'(
